I have been researching agencies, and countries for months now! I REALLY don't want to take a wrong turn when we start paperwork. I have discovered how "messy" international adoption can be, with the research I have done. There are so many unethical actions being taken by agencies. I don't want to be caught up in that. So we have to prayerfully consider every step, and every decision. But its so hard on my patience! I am the kind of person that gets an idea, and I go for it! I always think things through. But I like to get things done. (You should see me make a quilt.... it doesn't matter how big a project it is. I will hide away at home and get that sucker sewed together!) I know that's NOT how its going to be for adoption. And my mind is already thinking so far ahead. I have to back myself up, and slow down! But I really wish I could start right now!
With the help of a couple of new friends, I have gathered a ton of information that helps me stay busy, and helps me feel like I am at least doing something to work toward our goal, of bringing home a new kiddo <3 Besides dissecting agency after agency, I need to get our adoption fund going! So far so good! I have some great ideas that I am working on! My sewing machine is going to get a lot of exercise over the next year! I need to stay busy, because this long wait will not be easy for me
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